12/27/2011, Tuesday

Breezing on home from work with no traffic: a normally 45 minute commute cut down to just 20 minutes.

Sharing planning fails, cooking fails, and watching a movie with friends.

12/26/2011, Monday

Spending time with friends at the beach. Good food and good company.

Another Goodbye

Worse than the last

Because it is The Last

Because I could

I made my voice steely
because I could

I didn't answer
because I could

I didn't look at you
because I could

I was a bitch
because I could

No rhyme or reason
Just because I could

Foils

One man's happiness
Can be another's hell

A smile
A frown

Elated laughter
Seething scorn

Such is the world where you can't please everyone
But at least you can please one

Guess we both disappointed each other.

Don't bring me down
'Cause I already feel like a let down

Tired

Tired me
Poor me = Self-pity
I'm pooped

Not Ready

Weeks away and I should be happy
But I'm not
Too many questions
Too many doubts
I wish I knew the answers
Spoiling the moment

Goodbye

There was none.
He dropped off a few of my things and left.
No kiss.
No hug.
No word.
Ouch.
Goodbye to you too, heart breaker.

Oh My...

Self-loathing is quite loathsome.